argh! got my damn results back today... like, i totally screwed amaths, 2.5.... shoick huh... then, chem, i think paper 2 i got errrr, 20 plus? over... i duno, cant rmb, then paper 1 i got like 17 or 18 over 40... i think? then emaths i got like overall i got like 46 over 100... like, okay lar, i improve but like, still fail, so like, in my mum's eyes, ITS STILL A FAIL... im nv gd enuf, but fuck it, cos i dun care...
then like, some motorcross thingy came to our sch, actually, the drop in centre organise some thing lar... use scrambler one... and i was super excited lar, then, like, so freakin happy... then show my mum the paper, she was like, wats motorcross, then i was like, ride bike lar, then she was like, even before readin the paper, she was like, no, i dun wan u to ride motorbike... like go die lar, its my fuckin dream, im not like other ppl hu demand things from their parents, i dun even ask her money for shopping, everything is MINE... but, just a simple thing, to let me go, cannot... why? scared i die issit... DIE THAN DIE LORR... stupid... not say tt i will somemore... so damn safe... but wth, im so gonna persuade her to let me go.. i dun fucking care... and im going, thats final...
and its like raining the whole day, bai kar supposed to come play, but i think rain so he nv come... i think tmr lar... so then, nth else lar, i think i'll go and slp... should be fine when i wake up... hahas...
CHOCOLATE ;;
5:27 PM <3